Thursday, September 23, 2010

I am BACK!!!

It has been a long time that i have 'blogged' down my thoughts..think two years of life has been spent away real fast..From where I have left I find myself a person who is so much more at peace,composed and collected..guess time couldnot be much of a healer but definitely has been a great teacher...
I am back on my track-can set my priorities all right-thanks to a great bunch of supporting people around..I always find myself in a comfort zone, pampered and spoilt..and I Love that feeling!It has been the first few years of life where I can now feel that I am 'loved'..
I feel rejuvenated..a fresh zeal within me..I look at my past and I wonder how I could whine and cry all along!I was always shrouded with pessimism, negativity..pulling me back,holding me from moving ahead..a fear nudging at me..I am happy that I have finally broken the shackles that imprisoned me..am Still a loner,amidst the crowd,I still borrow Hardy's 'Far from the madding crowd' to describe my social life..but what has changed has been my approach towards life..instead of counting my days,I now try to make the most of every minute I live..being with me,or with my family..reading romantics or aspiring to fly high..I try to see things in positive, under a 100W bulb..!
I have locked the dark room where the negatives are still lying to get developed..Its better that way,not knowing them..No they wont haunt me anymore..I am by me..I love me!