A DREAM- AN EYE OPENER!

One morning I opened my eyes,
I found myself in a topsy turvy condition.
My bed was floating.
I looked down only to shriek in horror!!

Trying to reason out the mayhem around me,
I got down from my bed.
My feet got soaked in blood-
It was cold, ice cold…

As I waded through the pool,
I came across a head,
It was a head without a body.
It was a girl’s,
Somebody with whom I could remotely connect to.

It began speaking to me.
It took me to meet many such bodiless heads.
Each one had certain emotions strewn across their faces.

Some were crying, some stoned to silence.
Some were disturbed, some totally at peace.
I halted at each step.

The ones who were crying, I asked them “Why ?”
They replied –
“We fell prey to the mindless actions of men,
In their efforts to achieve their dreams,
They experimented with our lives .”
They had died of faulty medicines and polluted goods.

The silenced ones, didn’t break theirs.
The head that was accompanying me , said
“they died of bombings”.
I then figured out their silence,
They had met with death, when they had least expected it.

I turned my gaze to the ones who seemed disturbed.
Even before I could ask, they said –
“Corruption like a canker has eaten into our lives.
The bigger powers crushed our existence.”
They were butchered.

The last few I saw, were still serene.
Confused, I asked their reason of peace,
In the time of this malady.
They said, “we are happy that we no longer have to tread in this world,
We killed ourselves.”
Mercy killing, I thought wasn’t over.
They killed themselves not being able to tolerate the distress any longer.

Perturbed, I asked that first head,
“Why do you show me these?”
It turned my attention to a nearby mirror.
I stared down hard at it.

Shocked I found out that the head was my face off!!
Realization dawned on me,
I am the future, so I have to work in the present,
So that the past isn’t repeated again.

The head spoke one last time.
“Wake up before its too late”.

The next thing I knew was,
I was sitting on my bed, panting.
It was only a dream.
It wasn’t that late afterall.

EVERYDAY'S A NEW TODAY...

You loved me once, and I loved you too..
You love me not, but I love you still..
You will love me no more, but I will love you even more
EVERYDAY

Smile you did and smile did I,
Smile you do, and cry do I,
Smile will you, and cry will I
EVERYDAY.

Remember you did and remember did I,
Forgetting you are, and remembering am I,
Forget you will and remember I will,
EVERYDAY.

Lived for once,
Am dying now,
Die will I EVERYDAY..

Because you were near,
But you are going far,
And farther will you go away,
EVERYDAY.

SILENCE

There were times when a thousand words of mine would go unspoken,
Yet you could hear my silence..

But time has changed or so it seems,
As it is the same me, the same silence, the same untold words,
But its not the same you anymore..

Days have been transformed to months,
Silence given away to agony,
But you still remain unfazed..

What is it that I have done?
Why is it that I am being punished for an unknown guilt?

The biggest loss seems to be near,
Even though I have accustomed myself to defeat, the word I hated the most..

I am losing myself, I am losing my words,
I am losing you!

Fate laughs aloud.
I had been raised to the pinnacle of glory and joy of possessing you
And now I am being slowly pushed across its edge,
Awaiting the greatest malady.

You have so instrumental in my decisions of life.
You, my mentor, and tormentor, parceled to me by my luck



Ran short of words..
Hope you can understand this silence this last time…

MINE YOU..

Day after day and night after night,
Its your thoughts that make me survive..
You maybe away, might not know,
That you are the heart of my life..
Leave me you can, leave me you will..
But I will love you till the end of strife..
Its paining somewhere within,
But the bruises don’t bleed..
Tears have been soaked dry,
My eyes they no longer cry..
I am living a life without you,
A life that I would willingly like to die…

HAPPY ONE YEAR:14/02/08

There was a time when i used to marvel at the thought of love.
when i used to ponderhow it can turn around lives.
As i passed through its meandering lanes and yet managed to emerge unaffected by it,i gave a thought,did it ever touch me?
Then i met U..
one year down the line,i find the mirror unable to identify my reflection.
Luv happened this time around n it managed to revamp me.
it changed me through n through as luv happened to me through U.
Someone so divine,someone so pure.
Someone whose very association is a halmark of my pride and dignity.
How much i luv U,is a question beyond answering.
What i know about Luv, is U.
U r my idea of happines,of a blessing.
Ur cherubic smile reflects the innocence in U,Ur eyes the warmth that can melt hearts.
U r my hero,my prince in a shining armour.
no money can buy the riches that u posses,that of a beautiful mind,that which is luv to me.
i know my fate,yet i dream on,thats the magic u posses that keeps on alluring me.
i dnt know how long,but i will luv U,till luv holds meaning for me
U r a RARE GEM.stay precious always.
HAPY 1YEAR 2U!

~YOU~

U r the Brightest star among the twinkling millions;
U r the Cool gust breezing through a scorchy isle.
U r the Harmonious hymn playing on lonely minds;
U r the Cynosure that brings cheers to every eyes.
U r the Mystic rhythm harping through solitude;
U r the Magic alchemist reviving the death souls.
U r the Lovely tune that rings amidst silent moor(s);
U r the Only one that can match upto 'you'!