SILENCE

There were times when a thousand words of mine would go unspoken,
Yet you could hear my silence..

But time has changed or so it seems,
As it is the same me, the same silence, the same untold words,
But its not the same you anymore..

Days have been transformed to months,
Silence given away to agony,
But you still remain unfazed..

What is it that I have done?
Why is it that I am being punished for an unknown guilt?

The biggest loss seems to be near,
Even though I have accustomed myself to defeat, the word I hated the most..

I am losing myself, I am losing my words,
I am losing you!

Fate laughs aloud.
I had been raised to the pinnacle of glory and joy of possessing you
And now I am being slowly pushed across its edge,
Awaiting the greatest malady.

You have so instrumental in my decisions of life.
You, my mentor, and tormentor, parceled to me by my luck



Ran short of words..
Hope you can understand this silence this last time…